.Gunning Down Romance.

I'l make you pay with your Blood
For what you did to me
Vengeance shall tear your soul
And shred it to a million pieces.
I'l laugh when you breathe your last breath
Till the very end
There will be no mercy
No forgiveness,only chastity.
Secluded and abandoned by the tribe
You will find a place in HELL
You can scream your lungs out
But beware,no blackened angel
Will come to your rescue.
Desperation shall take over thee
To such an extent
That you had wish you were never born
Die! Die! Die!
That's all I care
Because in the end I'l see you in Hell
And settle our Score over there...

.As I lay Dying.

No the heading does not imply am suicidal or something. :| It's just that I heard these recent songs 'forever','94 hours' by the band As I Lay Dying.At first it's impossible to understand the lyrics because both of the songs have artists growling their lungs out.O_o But once you listen to it carefully you will get the hang of it. It's awesome. The amount of energy and aggressiveness put into the song is amazing. Let me tell you something I was never a metalhead before but some of the songs are simply brutal! A lot of things are said behind the low screeches and growling. Those failing to grasp the real meaning may consider it just as noise. I must say I used to be one of them a few months back.^o^
This weekend I met up with one of best friends.It feels so nostalgic when old memories are stirred up. I gotta say though am enjoying college life immensely (besides the studying bit) I really really miss school.Can't explain in words.:-)Hmmmm.Speaking of college today we got this really bad ''jhar'' from our electronics Sir. Looks like I've messed up my EC paper pretty badly.:(( Tomorrow is April Fool's Day!Okay i sound too perked up. Lets see who i can really fool tomorrow..I just hope the joke's not on me. I better be alert!!:)) Well anyway..gta scram!!

Who Cares Anyway?!

Well it's been almost 3 weeks since college reopened and surprisingly the pressure has started building in. With 6 subjects now it's becoming an increasingly difficult job to cope up with the times. The problem lies in the fact studies bug me nowadays to the core. I just don't feel like doing anything such has become my increasingly lazy nature. I detest ruffling through the books which have been like lying untouched for almost 2 months now. Jeez, I really sound damped. :| Half of February has just breezed by and I am dreading the day when my results will finally come out. Mechanical and physics was a blunder and am really sure am going to get pathetic marks!This weekend has been a pretty boring one with valentine's day incorporated into it.Sucks for me though :P. I know my words are dripping with disdain but I rather be unhinged about it. Talk about a bullet with sarcasm.Four more days before the weekend hits off.The week's just begun and I am already dreaming of resting.Lolz.Some things are best left unsaid.
Here's to another week of culminating pain!Cheerios..!!! :P

Painful Indulgence

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Forsaken

She looked into his eyes for the last time and sighed heavily. She did'nt want to voice her thoughts, maybe because it would hurt him. She could sacrifice her pain afterall nothing mattered anymore and she had nothing to lose. She knew he never belonged with her,all this time it was just a distant dream and now that it had faltered she could'nt come to terms with reality. Her haunted thoughts relapsed again resurfacing her past memories strewn with blood and gore. She understood he was too perfect and that eventually he would fade away cause she was full of flaws. Her conscience rebuked she fought back her tears trying to grip reality but constantly failing. She found herself helpless,vulnerable and hunted. Trying to put back the missing pieces was'nt the answer. She needed to get back on her feet. She realized how ironically she was dependent on him. His face did not reveal his thoughts but she could feel he was flinching with morose and pain. But they needed to go their separate ways afterall it was in their best interests. Their fateful paths were mysteriously interwined and each time she tried to put him out of her mind and sight he seemed to be always there. Angrily she thrust the glass at the mirror shredding it to pieces. She stared blankly at the mess and looked at herself after what seemed a decade. Nothing had changed except for the few strands of hair which had turned into a fading white colour and a few wrinkles here and there. Time had been fair to her,she realized even after the transformation she had expected to age. But what had gone wrong was it the tribe or the scarcity of the coven. She just could not figure it out. She could not hate him anymore. Once upon a time he had been the silver lining amidst the dark clouds,he had saved her from being hunted by the pack. She owes her life to him but nothing could sway her from the deep agony. She refused to accept the blow that he had finally abandoned her for good. He was the one who said it was best if they parted ways and their paths never crossed again but did he actually mean it. Was he going to come back like he did the last time. As she looked out of the window she felt a flicker of hope. Deep down she knew he was never coming back for her. Time had frozen and this time luck was'nt going to side with her. Only time would heal her wounds and she knew logic was'nt the answer to her pain...

Screwed!!!

It's almost been a month since I've last blogged. The reason for such a headline is my semester exams which are starting from monday and am totally messed up. It's been ages since I've ruffled through my books and studied something decent. We have HU on monday and it's not that simple as it seems. The standard is pretty much high and am really worried. The routine sucks. We have maths next sunday and am sure am going to perform miserably in it. Mechanics is a blunder and I've lost hope for Electrical. Moreover I have already started making plans for christmas and new year eve which is doing nothing to help my pathetic condition. I had my practicals this week and it was pretty much alright. My brain does'nt seem to be functioning at the moment[wonder why] :O

guess its the ''chap'' and tension due to the sems. Hmph on a lighter note New Moon released today and it did'nt fetch good reviews..that should be the last of my worries. I hope it extends after 24th.

Ohh and this week I watched this really cute movie ''Norah and Nick's endless playlist''. I mean the movie does'nt have a strict storyline but the way they have portrayed some emotions are really worth seeing. :) I think thats all for now. Will write some more later. Till then adios. :D

P.S-I know the ending sounds abrupt. :P

2012

Ookay so today 20 of us from our ECE batch went 2 watch 2012 at CC..the much awaited blockbuster of the year. Well honestly speaking I found the movie to be A-rated..dunno why the critics were'nt to optimistic about it. The first half of the movie was mind blowing with all the special effects and the shifting of tectonic plates. I mean itz amazing to think the amount of intelligence and how every minute detail counted in the movie..god knows what else these critics wanted from the movie..!! I seriously surfed the net and to my surprise these predictions seem to be awfully true which means our planet will be wiped off on 21/12/2012..! Well 2 more years 2 go..wonder why I am still planning 2 graduate :D Anyway after that we went to have lovely biryani at 'Aahar' thanks 2 soumya. As usual me,bini and manji started talking bhat as usual..you see it comes naturally to us :P. Anyway after a sumptuous lunch we again headed back to CC where we ''gajofied'' for a bit and enjoyed a lot. Manj n me bought this cute little ring from the jewellery stall. :) Well it was a nice outing and everyone enjoyed a lot. As usual I came back home and listened to some music[mostly metal] :D. Right now am blogging coz am pretty much useless. Got cllge 2mrw and nw dat d sem is drawing nearer I cn fl a bit of urrmmm ''chap!'' :P

Guess am gna stop here..ohh n btw I just learned that new moon is releasing this 4th of december..I mean thats g8 news..!!! :P :D So long..Peace out..!! \m/\m/