Forsaken

She looked into his eyes for the last time and sighed heavily. She did'nt want to voice her thoughts, maybe because it would hurt him. She could sacrifice her pain afterall nothing mattered anymore and she had nothing to lose. She knew he never belonged with her,all this time it was just a distant dream and now that it had faltered she could'nt come to terms with reality. Her haunted thoughts relapsed again resurfacing her past memories strewn with blood and gore. She understood he was too perfect and that eventually he would fade away cause she was full of flaws. Her conscience rebuked she fought back her tears trying to grip reality but constantly failing. She found herself helpless,vulnerable and hunted. Trying to put back the missing pieces was'nt the answer. She needed to get back on her feet. She realized how ironically she was dependent on him. His face did not reveal his thoughts but she could feel he was flinching with morose and pain. But they needed to go their separate ways afterall it was in their best interests. Their fateful paths were mysteriously interwined and each time she tried to put him out of her mind and sight he seemed to be always there. Angrily she thrust the glass at the mirror shredding it to pieces. She stared blankly at the mess and looked at herself after what seemed a decade. Nothing had changed except for the few strands of hair which had turned into a fading white colour and a few wrinkles here and there. Time had been fair to her,she realized even after the transformation she had expected to age. But what had gone wrong was it the tribe or the scarcity of the coven. She just could not figure it out. She could not hate him anymore. Once upon a time he had been the silver lining amidst the dark clouds,he had saved her from being hunted by the pack. She owes her life to him but nothing could sway her from the deep agony. She refused to accept the blow that he had finally abandoned her for good. He was the one who said it was best if they parted ways and their paths never crossed again but did he actually mean it. Was he going to come back like he did the last time. As she looked out of the window she felt a flicker of hope. Deep down she knew he was never coming back for her. Time had frozen and this time luck was'nt going to side with her. Only time would heal her wounds and she knew logic was'nt the answer to her pain...

Screwed!!!

It's almost been a month since I've last blogged. The reason for such a headline is my semester exams which are starting from monday and am totally messed up. It's been ages since I've ruffled through my books and studied something decent. We have HU on monday and it's not that simple as it seems. The standard is pretty much high and am really worried. The routine sucks. We have maths next sunday and am sure am going to perform miserably in it. Mechanics is a blunder and I've lost hope for Electrical. Moreover I have already started making plans for christmas and new year eve which is doing nothing to help my pathetic condition. I had my practicals this week and it was pretty much alright. My brain does'nt seem to be functioning at the moment[wonder why] :O

guess its the ''chap'' and tension due to the sems. Hmph on a lighter note New Moon released today and it did'nt fetch good reviews..that should be the last of my worries. I hope it extends after 24th.

Ohh and this week I watched this really cute movie ''Norah and Nick's endless playlist''. I mean the movie does'nt have a strict storyline but the way they have portrayed some emotions are really worth seeing. :) I think thats all for now. Will write some more later. Till then adios. :D

P.S-I know the ending sounds abrupt. :P